Bad Habit

i realised i don't think before i talk when i am fuming mad.

there are a few occasions i was so mad words just came out my mouth off my chest without processing if it's right anot.

and i think there is a need to change this bad habit away.

i know i can keep calm and compose if i am able to tolerate things. but at times when fire is burning in my head i tend to just let it all out. so sometimes the situation turns awkward or someone gets affected by it too much.

everytime after i cool down, i will reflect and think that maybe my choice of words are too harsh and i could have phrased it in a better way such that it will be a win-win situation. i guess i think to learn how to control my anger and handle it properly especially in times like this.

okay cool, this shall be one of my new year resolution then. :)

Annual LoHei w/ CARERARA.

had our annual reunion dinner with Care comm on Thursday! ;D

we still have remaining vouchers from SOYA last year and so we spent it all that day!

HUAT AH!!! 2nd lo hei for this year!

i was really really hungry i ate 1.5bowl of rice!! the food is actually very nice leh!! or was it because im too hungry!? HAHA.

advisors + main comm + new blood.

loves,

ruiting

CNY DAY 2

Chu Er was spent at my popo house as usual!

because my 2 brothers are so pig they couldn't wake up at all, my mummy and I went there first in the morning. FIRST TO REACH OKAY!! I think last year was the last. LOL!

Xiaojiu came and then HE TOOK ME OUT FOR A SPIN!! actually to fetch my brother also lah! woah, this CNY really (Y)! both days also got people bring me out for a spin. but this time round not in a SLK lah. my xiaojiu modify his Colt and it is seriously damn powerful.

his speedometer only reads up to 180km/h. then after he fetch my brother, HE REALLY BOOST UNTIL 180KM/H WHICH IS THE MAXIMUM!!!!

the needle literally got no more room to go already!! LOL. it was at its maximum!!! then he say by right it should be around 210km/h just that the speedometer can't read only. SIAO I WAS FLYING IN THE CAR LA SIA. LOL.

damn crazy la. i'll never do such stunts. lollol!!!

went back to popo house and everyone reach already!!

reenie and me!
my favorite boy! yiming! i think he is gonna grow taller than me soon already omg. lol!!
yida!

we set a timing at 3pm to go downstairs for our annual photoshoot.

every year we will go to the void deck and spam photos. i am camera-less this CNY so i told both Kai Jian and Reenie to prepare camera.

they did. AND BOTH RAN OUT OF BATTERY.

wah!! thanks leh cousins!! ask you 2 to bring both also never charge. LOL!!

but we did managed to take a handful before it was entirely drained. i reckon my cousins will take a really long time to upload them so i shall make do with all these taken from iPhones. haha.

THIS KAIJIAN IS DAMN DISIAO SIA.

there were other kids playing downstairs and they were riding bicycles. so kaijian conveniently did this..

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HE RIDE THEIR BICYCLE FOR ONE ROUND. LOL. the kid left it aside while doing other things and kaijian went to pick it up and ride it.
LOL. like seriously?!

as mentioned in the previous post about lesser female cousins...
yes. only 3. again. LOL.
me and vanessa used to look 99% alike when we were young!!!

after that, we went off to dajiu's house for dinner.

9 of us squeezed into the honda stream. was at the 3rd row squeezing with the 2 boys. lol!!

lucky it was just a short journey from marsiling to CCK.
HAHA 5 people teaching yiming how to do Emaths. LOL! (Y)

CNY has been so far so good and there's more to come! (:

loves,

ruiting

CNY DAY 1

TODAY IS CHU YI!!!

and we will always gather at my xiaogu's house (father side relatives) near east coast because it's the biggest house la. 3 storey high + rooftop! hahaha! usually, my day 1 of CNY will always be mad boring, awkward, and time doesn't seem to pass.

BUT THIS YEAR IS SO DIFFERENT. totally different feeling and it's quite awesome actually!!! hehehe!! but one thing is that i dont know why majority of my cousins are all guys!! even for my mother side cousins!

today including me right, there were only THREE female cousins leh. and both of them are married. so i'm like the only female cousin there, AND THE SECOND YOUNGEST.

so anyway we got up quite late to prepare hehehe. my daddy was rushing us abit but i just had to snap photos with my brothers first before i left house. heh!!

my second brother with his geek specs tryna act cute!!

in order to take this photo i had to stand on the edge of the bed!! my korkor is 184 and im just too short!

and my first brother wearing the shirt i bought for him! ;D

Xiaogu catered buffet for us which includes yusheng! time to lou hei ah!!!
HUAT AH!!!

and this is one sleepy looking dog...
Iori! i always mispell his name as Yuri. cos' they sound about the same right!!
he injured his leg and had a surgery sometime back. ): so he's not very active now already plus he is 9 years old already!! which is dog age 63! but so cute!!

Cuzz Gary set up PS3 upstairs so i was watching my bro and Gary playing Naruto. too bad there wasn't any feminine games so i only watch them play. he took out all his games already but, HAHAHA SERIOUSLY IDK HOW TO PLAY ANY. hehehe!

check out this room and the computers. he is IT savy guy!!

LOL DAMN KUA ZHANG. hi-tech (Y)

Cuzz Jason started the ball rolling asking us to play blackjack. otherwise every year all of us just be potato couch and it is so god damn boring one lor. then i will really feel damn bored and that time is not moving and i wna go home. so it's really a good move to gather the cousins to play blackjack together. hahaha.

i only have $7 in my wallet. no more no less. LOL. very pathetic i know. should start to bring more money out already in the next visiting days. hahaha. Jason was the banker and i bet $2 all the way.

but seriously $7 so hard to survive unless my luck really that good lah. so i ended up with only $1. LOL!!

so i placed my $1 coin on the table and said "OKAY, this is my LASTTT token." WHILE EVERYONE ELSE BET SO BIG LAH. really is anyhow one. there is no min or max bet. my xiao gu took cash out ready to lose all of them to us those kind. then my cousins and bro all bet like $6 or $8 then look at my bet.. only $1. LOL.

Gary wasn't playing but he heard it then he went like "HUH? got so ke lian meh.." and begin searching his pockets. so gugu said "ah ting never mind! korkor have!" and so Gary really took out all his angpao money and came to invest in my bet. LOL! the moment he invested i got a blackjack. (Y)

but end up he never take any of his winnings back and he anyhow put money in my bank when i losing money. lollol! but he won alot at the end of the day ok!! cos' he go kup capital with Jason and be banker. lol!

my xiaogu really damn funny lah!! she wna bet like $40. LOL. tryna kill Jason. then Jason say cannot cannot, take half back. then she say ok lo. then she took $20 back and put $10 in my bet and another $10 in my bro's bet. LOL! so instantly my bet became $12. damn funny. ask her to invest she sure put one. HAHAHA!!

ended the game at 7pm.. and GUESS WHAT!?!?

GARY BROUGHT ME OUT FOR A SPIN IN HIS SLK280!!!!

that was when i felt that my chu yi is SO COMPLETE. (Y)

while waiting for him to fill up his fuel tank!

before that i told my daddy i going out with Gary to test his ride. and he immediately went "HUH?! TAKE GARY'S CAR?! HE DRIVE CAR LIKE DRIVE AEROPLANE WAN LEH. YOU WANT TAKE AH?" so literally the whole family can hear lmao.

cos' last time his driving reputation really bad. got into accidents and etc. hahaha. but okay lah, his SLK is accident-free. heh!!

we went to pump petrol and bought ice cream, THEN IT'S TIME FOR A GOOD RIDE. okay can you imagine me eating an ice-cream in a flying SLK, WITH THE ROOFTOP OPENED?!

LOL. I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW I MANAGED TO EAT IT. gave up halfway sia. lollol!!!

BUT THE RIDE WAS AWESOME. REALLY REALLY AWESOME. the breeze damn shiok also! drove past ECP, towards airport, make a turn and vroom vroom back.

when we were about to reach back his place he said this "let's do this just one time, if not your daddy will kill me"

after he finish his sentence, YOU KNOW IN THOSE PRIVATE HOUSING ROADS, DAMN NARROW...

HE REVVED AND THE SOUND DAMN SOLID. i finally got to experience what is '0 to 60 in 3.5'. LOL! idk how he revved and went so fast but so steady and JUST NICE infront got hump he brake so smoothly. when reaching his house he close back the roof top then back to a 'safe driver'. LOL.

AMAZING RIDE. thank you cousin! (Y)

so that sums up my CNY day 1 which was surprisingly quite awesome. hehehe!!

ending off with,

a photo with my one and only younger cousin, CCK. yes, so the both of us are the youngest. hahaha!

loves,

ruiting

To Do List @ Bangkok

OKAY. we've planned our graduation trip to Bangkok BUT we just haven't book our tickets yet. seriously i can't wait because THIS MUST FREAKING HAPPEN!! i don't want it to be like 'say say only' and then we conveniently let it past like that.

SO I THINK WE ARE GNA BOOK AFTER MINGLI COMES BACK SG LAH!! RIGHT ANOT?! @IzMeLynette @MingliSeah @DaniyoTXW please just say 'ONZ'!!

i really really can't wait. it's gonna be awesome. i've dreamt at least THREE TIMES when im sleeping regarding this trip omgomgomgzxz!!

and so randomly i've thought of things to be done at Bangkok. (eh the 3 of you i dont care man we better fulfill these together)

#1 SLUMBER PARTY.

- since BKK shopping is SO CHEAP we are going to buy our PAJAMAS....

YES IT MUST LOOK SOMETHING LIKE THAT. with cute cartoon characters and EVERYONE must wear ok!!!

#2 DRINKS!!

MUST buy duty free alcohol inside the airport before we board our flight and bring it over to BKK. okay lah unless alcohol in BKK is cheaper.

#3 L.O.V.E. on the street

this is suggested by ah nette as inspired by tumblr!!

HAHA OK ONLY THREE. i will update when i think of more rofl.

WISH Y'ALL HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.

seriously new year goodies or angpao really doesn't matter much to me.

i really love family gatherings and i love my family. :)

reunion dinner was awesome because my family is awesome like that.

been a million years we had dinners like this together. the feeling is so indescribable. i feel SOO MUCH HAPPIER while eating. ♥

loves,

ruiting

Someone Like You

got your text last night and did some catching up, as we talk a little about our past..

been 2 years and i just need to dig these out and re-read them all over again.

1st month, Vday, and 18th birthday.

as i read them i really felt how it was like to have met you back then.

just recently as i was browsing my hard disk i scanned thru' those photos we took EVERY SINGLE TIME we met up. really.. hundreds of them.

been a really memorable journey with you although it lasted only for a very very short 3 months.

*SINGS "NEVER MINDDD I'LL FINDDDDD SOMEONE LIKE YOUUUUUUUU~ WUUUUUU~~"

N.O.T.!!!!

obviously i'll NEVER find someone like you.

nobody can replace you lah ok.

or maybe haven't yet. HAHAHA.

"i wish nothing but the best for you."

SEE YOU SOON.

Teoheng @ SSC

went to Teoheng with ah nette and mingli and it was totally crazy.

we booked for 3 hours, AND IT IS NOT ENOUGH! NOT ENOUGH LEH NOOOOO!!!

BUT IT WAS DAMN FUN. HAHAHA!!

we piao gao yin, RAP SONGS THAT IS NOT MEANT TO BE RAPPED, and dance to those super high songs.

best part?

THE GUY OPPOSITE OUR ROOM WAS STARING AT US. (Y)

HAHA AWESOME. when i look over he still make eye contact with me wtf. he confirm think we siao eh. HAHAHA!

DIMSUM 不肥

@ YUMCHA!

i remembered it was a Wednesday. both nette and i ended school at 3pm so we really CHIONG all the way to Chinatown to meet Mingli and Daniel for our dimsum buffet date!!

wasn't very hungry to begin with but still had a really filling meal! bloated to the brim already lah.

our total bill! not bad, one person $23!

MUST TRY THE SOUP!!

next time i go i will order the soup FIRST. really damn awesome lah.

and lesson learnt: DONT ORDER SO MUCH HAR GAO.

the egg tarts quite disappointing. but the rest is good!!!

walked out of Yumcha and saw all these! i never realised it was actually so cute until i see the photo itself!! lol!!

i think we went for our buffet at the right season.

just nice it's the CNY period so really got the CNY atmosphere la!!!

we acted all touristy and took touristy photos.(hehehe like what's new right. LOL)

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THIS. LOL!!!!!! DAMN WINZ RIGHT.

walked down streets by streets and kept stopping by to take photos.

quite nice to be at a tourist attraction acting touristy cos' seriously nobody really bother about us! hehehe!

prepare for CNY lo!!!

this is actually quite a nice shot!
damn colourful lah the candies!!!

halfway, daniel left and said..
"BYE!"

HAHA. i remember at this place something damn epic happened.

got a SUV car driving down the lane. AND ONE GUY WALK INFRONT OF THE CAR IN THE MIDDLE OF THE THE ROAD.

so our first reaction was "EH SEE! LIKE A BOSS."

then when the car horn the guy we all LOL immediately wth damn bad sia. somemore the guy looked at us damn paiseh.
queued for Lim Chee Guan but no more left for nette.
asked an uncle to help us take this photo and i think he took a good 5 minutes tryna adjust the camera angle. LOL.
RAAAAA. OKAY BYE!

loves,

ruiting